!!!REAL LOVE LIFE!!!
I met him in the old school which i used to go to. at the time he was dating my friend. we didn't talk much. two years later i see him in the hall way walking alone i know he saw me, but we just kept walking. at lunch later on that day we see each other and we decide to talk. i invite him to a party I'm supposed to be in, and he accompanies me. we walk in hand-in-hand and i think it's sweet that i can have a friend like him. after that one party i get invited to a wedding and of course he comes with me. it's not until the after party that he tells me that he likes me and would like to be more than just friends. we start to date. everything goes well.he calls me up on day and is crying the caller-id says "pay phone" he sounds crazy and is talking about committing suicide. i yell to him not to do it but he just doesn't understand. he says he wants to fall asleep on the train tracks, an instant death he calls it. i stay all night on the phone with him and tell him that his life is worth living for. i tell him i love him and I hear those same words come from his mouth I can't believe what is happening, everything is happening so fast. I tell him to go home and to call me from there. 24 min. later I get a phone call, it's him. He's safe at home. Three weeks pass by and he finally thanks me. he tells me he was going through some hard times and his father had just told him he was a mistake. he said it's been going on for 10 years, and he thanks me again, crying and pleading to me that if i wasn't there for him that night he could of been on the front page of the local newspaper. it's been 5 months since that incident and I still tell him I love him. And it never fails; he always tells me back.
From what I see, I am nothing special, nothing out of the ordinary. Nothing has happened to me my whole life that hasn't happened to nearly everybody else on this planet. Except that I met Brian. Being in his arms were some of the happiest times I had ever experienced. I could look deep into his eyes and be enchanted forever. Being with him changed my soul. I felt his love prying apart the hard shell of shyness that encircled me. His trust, his love and his support for me lifted me from the earth and gently sent me into the clouds. He cast off the chains I had given myself. Through him I learned a new insight about the world.